WOW...LONG TIME NO SEE...

SO VEWY SRRY, I FWAGOT ABOUT MY XANGA...LOL

got caught up in the Myspace frenzy, so Im back hopefully I can keep up with this, like I used to....well things are going good in my life so much has happened I aint got time to recap....but man this whole thing with boys courting me is really getting on my nerves. I really just want to be single right now and that's it...live an abstinent lifestyle...ugh!! I have my homeboy at college who is feeling me, but Im not feeling him like that. He's liked me since freshmen year highschool...and were juniors in college...longtime huh? Yup, he really liked me but he was so shy, the only reason I talked to him then, because his homeboys and my cousin kept pressing the issue..I LOVE GUYS THAT CAN CONVERSATE....he wouldn't but I knew it was because he was painfully shy. He called me but he was just breathe on the phone, and I would sit there and be like please say sumthin, I wasn't even attracted to him at all, It felt like a chore each time I did it, I was just being nice, then he stopped callin and I stopped seeing him around at school and then monts later, I asked about him to my cousin, and he was like he moved, and I WAS LIKE WHAT? It took me months to realize he left.....well this past year he got in touch with me, which he pulled some strings, but he has really matures,we hold nice convos and he is a really good guy, but I think he has the wrong impression of me, and I can tell he still has feelings...but I just dont view him in that way...he thought I really liked him in 9th grade and he said sumthin how we were talking, we never talked at all......not like that in a boyfriend/girlfriend way....I felt really confused, he also got really angry at me hanging with a particular dude and he starts to look on my page to investgate who I talk to and I really didn't like that at all...oh well Ill write back lata....

Love Ya

Faith

Carribean Queen......now were sharing the same dream, and our hearts now beat as one, no more love on the run!!!

THAT IS MY SONG!!! Charles sang that at Karoake and it was so tight, brought back good memories!! Me and Sharondala sang B2K's Uh Huh and we were so hype that night. Saturday, I had skit pratice with the teens and it was fun, then we went to the mall and shopped for 3 friggin' hours, yes I was tired, but I got the surprise of my life....MY BEST FRIEND CAME DOWN TO VISIT ME!! I was so happy, then we hung with her crazy cuz Heather....she is so funny, but crazy! She cool peeps though. Well after that we chilled and then my sis came down with her new baby to visit for Mother's Day.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

Hey, what's up in the Xanga!!  I'm over Ms. Kim's house, and having a lot of fun!!! It's crunk cause Im jus here reminiscing about old times.  I feel so free now, man it feels so free to just not feel guilty about hanging with guys and not feel this heavy weight. Never return unrequited love cause it will just bite you in the but...lol!! I dont like anybody now, the guy I thought I liked was just a phase, hung with him and was like I don't like him. It feels good. Ladies:

BOYS COME AND GO IN YOUR LIFE.....

TRY NOT TO HOLD ON TO THEM BECAUSE GOD ONLY PUTS THEM THEIR FOR PASSING THROUGH!!

Anyway gotta go everyone is going upstairs!!!

Last night was awesome!!! I hung with my homegirls, Christian, Sha Rondala, her sis and Jermie......it was 2 fun. We went and watched Scary Movie 4 and we went to Bringle Lake Park and chilled on the dock by the lake and talked about life. Then we played B-Ball, of course Jermie wooped the mess out of us, but Chrish put up a mad game. Jermie is a All-Euro Star anyway.....NOT FAIR!!! But it was good to chill w everybody for one last time before they leave me again. Sha is going to Henderson, Chrish to Dallas, and Jermie to the Air Force.  Jermie broke Chris' nail and Chris broke hs glasses it was funny. Then we went to Sonic and blasted our music loud and then it was time to rollout cause ya girl had to got to Sunday School the next day!!!!

HAPPY EASTER!!!

What up, What up I'm chillin right now listening to Fresh Prince,

things have really calm down since my last post,

I just really faced reality that my flesh is longing for something that my heart and head is saying no to.

Being a Christian is awesome, but resisting temptation when it looks so good can be difficult. Im longing for something that isn't right for me.

  I hung wit my homegirls today it was fun to rip the runway at the mall...lol!!!

Ummm, well I'm gone!!